My worry and fear.

Since I was little school it made me feel very stressed, study under pressure and render to the authorities, where everything is competition, where if you don't had a good qualification the teachers said that women would be servants and men would be cardboard collector. It was impossible not feel pressured to not have to be "that" when we grow up. 

Many times under pressure gave me severe headaches and stomach pains that were not calmed with anything, thus being a frequent visit to urgencies and observations when I was 8 or 9 years old.

I grew up don't want to go to school because teachers don't teach, and they wanted to copied everything they do and said. And I didn't want that for me.

This situations happened to in elementary school and high school I worried that it would not happen again.

Today at the university this situation has not changed much, I still feel under pressure everyday both from me and the authorities to be able to fulfill what they want me to do.

As I have more control over my body and emotions I don't go hospitalized but I often give attacks of tears, obviously in secret so as not to seem dramatic.

And that's why for now it's my biggest fear, I'm afraid that it will happen again and that my body reactions in a much more serious way. That's why I can't wait to not go to college to never feel like this again.

Pets and Animals

Today I want to talk about my favourites animals and share with you my little dog.

I don't know why I love rhinoceros but in my opinion they are very cute and powerful.
In 2011 I saw a documentary about Rhinoceros, I knew they were in danger of extinction because humans they take out his horn and sell it to private companies because his horn has a lot of keratin, this is equivalent to 1kg of rhinocerous keratin is more expensive than a 1kg of gold.
Regrettably black rhino tt's already extinct.
This documentary makes me to become aware and look from another perspective because you have to take care of the rhinos.
Thanks to this is I want to take care rhinos  but I don't know how to do it, I fell in love of rhinos and I want to tattoo one.
Thanks to "Garonga" and "Rhinoceros sanctuary" I love them everyday.

        








Chanel <3
This is my little dog Chanel, she's a poodle toy, she's my baby, the gave me when she was 45 days old, she was very little, they gave me in a gift bag and I thought it was a cuii and in my mind I thought What I'm gonna do with a cuii if I wanted a dog!?" And obviously I was wrong there's a puppy! and was the little Chanel.

        

She thinks she's human is one of us in aour family, is really affectionate, always is with us, sleep with us, sit with us and other things. She's like a baby ehen we go, we must always take her in her arms to make her feel valid.

   

Today she's 1 year and 6 months old, and every time is more part of our life and family, she is our eternal baby in the house and I love her so much <3


  

The best concert ever!

I went to see Coldplay on April of this year in National stadium.
Coldplay is a music band British, was born on 1996 in London. They are 4 member  Chris Martin, Guy Berryman, Jon Buckland, Will Champion.

My mom is fan of Coldplay. I grow up listening to them and I like them too. We love Coldplay, we have all albums and we know all songs and we dedicate it.
In 2007 the came to Chile and we wanted to go but we didn't go because my mom was pregnant of my little sister and there was no money in that time.
We were waiting all tour they make and expecting they came back again.
In 2015 they announce that will come back in April of 2016 and my mom says: "This time I'll go!"

In Christmas the first gift was gave us with my little sister was a ticket of Coldplay, and my mom tell us that we all of us are going to see Coldplay!! My sister and I we were very happy!
My mom tell us there she was waiting 5 hours to buy the tickets because there were many people, when she could buy the tickets there aren't what she wants. Finally my mom could buy others ticket for 4 of us.

We were waiting 4 months very exciting to see them!
Finally the day was come and there was a unforgetable experience despite having been in a bad mood that day.
At the stadium they gave us a bracelet and when the concert starst all bracelet was lit up with colors and all stadium was illuminated.
 It was a stellar moment!